Have you ever been in the right place, at the right time? I think I was that for the last to serous relationships I’ve been in. The perfect fuck buddy, and the perfect girl to date for 6 months and rush a marriage.
Maybe I’m being dramatic. Honestly…maybe I’m just a place filler for people who think I’m weak and can be used.
I can not be used, because I don’t let anyone in.
I don’t trust that anyone other than my family has any food intentions for me.
I am more insecure than ever.
I am more alone than ever (and I normally have company everyday because I hate being alone).
I don’t know how to make sense of everything, so that’s why I’m seeing a therapist.
I’m just not ready for the daddy conversation lol